Thursday, February 26, 2009

Nessie goes to high school

Written By: hugetwilightfan
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NessiePOV

This was it. Today was my very first day of high school. I looked in the mirror, tucked a strand of curly red hair behind my ear, and walked out with my mom, dad, and all my aunts and uncles. “Nessie, are you sure you want to do this?” My mom said. “Yes mom I’m fine.” I replied. Me, my mom, aunt Alice, and uncle Jasper got in the yellow sports car, and aunt Rosalie, Emmett, Edward, and Jacob got in the jeep. Carlisle and Esme rode alone.

We now lived in Charlotte, North Carolina, after all the boyfriends who found out our ‘secret.’ It sucked. We moved here only a month ago, and settled in. We live in a small two story house. The first time we saw it, Alice screeched- “It’s so CUTE!!!”

As we pulled into the school parking lot, everyone stared, like always. It got so annoying, and my dad got so mad about what everyone was thinking. Me and Jacob whispered to each other, and stared at the building. It was okay…

We walked into the office, and got some directories. My locker was number 48. I waved goodbye to Jacob, and my family. And then blew a kiss to Jacob behind everyone else’s back. He just nodded. I was 15 now, and my dad taught me to drive. Everyone was still perfect, even Jacob. He hadn’t changed much at all.

I got my books for biology, and headed to class.

BellaPOV

I put down my books on a desk next to one boy, and the other one a girl. The girl greeted me “Hi. Are you new? I haven’t seen you before.” The boy chimed in “Yeah, what’s your name?” I responded quickly “I’m Bella”I wanted to get this conversation over with. “I’m Devin” He replied. “Yeah and I’m Casey” Gosh these people talked a lot.

NessiePOV

Biology was over. I met practically everyone in the class. They all came up to me after class and asked me things like “What’s your name?” or “Wanna go out?” I just ignored it, like my mom told me to do. But Alice told me to find some friends. I would get a friend, but I wouldn’t tell them anything about anything.

I made it to lunch and sat with my family and Jacob, they were already there waiting for me. While I was walking over to the table, I realized someone was walking behind me. I turned around to see a blond girl. She had a ridiculous amount of make up on. "Hi! Come sit with us!" she pointed to a table. 2 boys, another girl. The other girl was brunette and looked just as desperate as blondie here did. Both the boys had brown hair, and just smiled at me. They beckoned me over. "Um no thanks." I replied. "Oh." she squeaked. She walked off fliping her hair, but then turned around to face me again. "Whats your name?" she said. I just kept walking.

"Hey, Nessie, who is that?" my mom asked. "Oh, its no one, I didnt even meet her in a class and she is already trying to get me over there." I replied. "Ok" my dad responded for her. We all walked to the trash can while no one was looking, and dumped our lunch, except Jacob. He was eating like a pig.

I got my homework, and headed outside to meet my family.

EdwardPOV

School stunk. The next time one of those blond girls come over to me I will punch whoever it is in the face. I am serious. This was terrible. There were notes passed to me- I love you xoxo or lets go out tonight at 8:30 what’s your address? It was so annoying. And I have to think of what every one of them is thinking. IT SUCKS.

I wish I could just be a normal person, not a vampire.

JacobPOV

This is cool. Totally. I was getting all the girls attention, but I didn’t tell them I would go out with them or anything because I was in love with Nessie.

NessiePOV

School was boring. Me and my family were heading back out to the car, everyone else following us and still staring. There was this one jockey dude, and I was thinking it would be so totally hilarious if I winked at him! So when we were going to the car, I winked at him, then all his friends were like so jealous. Hilarious. Like they stood a chance. I was in love with Jacob.

BellaPOV

School was the same.

(A/N: Bella doesn’t talk a lot in this story.)

NessiePOV

I dropped my bag on my bed and ran back downstairs to watch some cheesy show with Jacob, Jacob my radiator, my wolf. Yep, pretty cheesy, Hells Kitchen. I rolled my eyes at him and he just shrugged his shoulders. I snuggled up next to him, and closed my eyes.

Killing Her Softly

Written By:luv2sing628
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JACOB’S POV:

Leah…

Leah, my old love.

Leah, with the empty smile.

Leah, who tortures herself…

All because of me.

Leah, who wants to die.

Leah, who drinks and drinks until she can’t remember her own name,

and she collapses to the floor, wasted.

Leah, who when not drunk, raves about how good red wine is,

and how she can’t remember not liking anything else besides it.

Leah, who loved me.

Leah, who lived on my every word alone.

Leah, who’s life I destroyed.

Your Guardian Angel

Written By:Hana-Bass
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I woke up this morning, normal day. Went downstairs, had breakfast, dressed up for school and left. Once at school, I met with my friends at the lockers. Nicole –or Nicky–, one of my friends, who is completely in love with the one I love too, talked about this guy, named Derek, that he had been really nice with her since he became her lab partner. I didn’t feel jealous at all, what had been her intention: to make me jealous; but I wasn’t.

“So, Jamie,” Nicky said trying to make me jealous, but without success. “Don’t you think Derek looks way hotter with his new hairstyle? He told me he just cut it!”

“Yeah, he looks great,” I said coldly. There was something that caught my attention.

On the other side of the hallway, hidden in the corner, was a tall guy. His skin was extremely pale, a lot more than mine; he had long-straight black hair, covering one of his eyes; the naked eye was–or I think it was– like a bloody red, but I couldn’t say for sure, since my sight is not so good. He was wearing black clothes, from top to bottom: black pants, black shirt, black shoes, and some black, punk gloves.

He looked really abnormal, like if he doesn’t belong to this school–or world–, but his eyes were the scariest aspect he had… And I caught him staring at me, with deep-cold eyes. I went pale and Nicky saw my scared expression.

“J? Are you okay?”

It took me like a minute to react, “Yes.”

“We gotta go now, the bell had rung already.”

So we both left the locker area. I turned once more and I saw him again, leaning on the wall, arms crossed over his chest, staring at me while everyone left the area except him.

Once at the classroom, I asked Nicky:

“Hey, who’s the new guy?”

“What? What new guy?” Nicky asked confused.

“The pale-white guy, who’s dressed up with dark clothes.”

“There’s no one in this high school with that aspect, J.”

“But, I swear I saw someone like that!” I was really confused.

“Maybe you’re just imagining things, J. The teacher’s already here, you can go to the nursery if you feel dizzy or something.”

“But N, I told you I’m fine! I swear I saw him!”

Nicky stared at me confused, “Sure, J. We’ll talk about it later.” She went to her place.

I swear I saw him… There was for sure a guy like that on the lockers. Well… maybe Nicky is right; maybe I’m imagining things.

I stood up and asked the teacher permission to go to the nursery. Once there, the nurse told me I was pretty fine, that I should just drink water and relax. I wasn’t feeling good at all to return to Physics class, my mind was busy with other thoughts. I went for a glass of water and sat on the benches at the hallways, near the lockers. I stared at the place where the dark guy was before. He was gone for now, maybe to his next class? If so, that left my mind less worried, maybe he is a normal guy, why shouldn’t he be? I have no reasons to think that way about him, I mean, I don’t even know him.

I drank a little more water, when I felt a cold scent beside me; that made me shiver once. And, when I turned, I was surprised as well as scared of what I saw. It was him… the dark guy. He stayed standing still, not moving any muscle at all. Even though he looked scary, I stayed firm and introduce myself, to be polite:

“Umh, hi. I’m Jamie, and you?”

He was staring directly at my eyes, but then his naked eye–which I’ve finally seen it better and was indeed bloody red– stared at my hand, stretched for him to take it. I had to admit he was extremely beautiful. Even though I’ve considered dark people disgusting to me, this one was an exception. He was really beautiful.

I felt a little silly with my hand stretching on air without him taking it. Finally, he moved slowly his arm, but before he could take my hand, I heard someone screaming my name:

“Hey, Jamie!” Derek called, walking by the hallway, waving his hand high up.

When I turned back at the dark guy, he was gone. Like if he had disappeared all of a sudden, without making any noise or anything. It was really scary… my hand fell slowly at my side.

Derek finally came up to me, “Why were you stretching your arm?”

“Umh, I just met, or almost met, the new guy. But he’s gone.”

“New guy? What are you talking about? There’s no new guy.”

“That’s what Nicky told me, but I swear there’s someone in this school that just arrived!” I stood up from the bench.

“Uh, Jamie, maybe you’re imagining things. Why don’t you go to the nursery?” He scratched the back of his head, confused.

“I just came back from there! Because Nicky told me the exact same thing!”

“Well, she’s probably right.”

“I swear there’s a new guy…”

“Hm, well… We’ll talk about this later; I have to go to my next class, so see ya!” He waved good-bye, running to his classroom.

I sighed, confused. Why doesn’t anyone believe me? Am I just imagining him? Is he not real? This was all turning into a scary story. My legs felt weak; I was about to faint, when suddenly two cold hands stopped me from falling. I turned my face back and saw the dark guy again. I felt his hands on my arms, and he had stopped me from falling. He’s solid… so he has to be real!

He was staring at me, with a really small smile. I couldn’t smile at all; are me eyes lying? He was absolutely beautiful; like an angel fallen from the sky. But angels are not dark, so what is he?

He ran one of his hands all the way to my hand, taking it softly. I had felt his cold hand running through my arm, which made me shiver lightly; while his other hand started to play with my brown, soft hair. My eyes were wide open, scared and confused; my mouth opened a little to take a breath. I could feel his cold skin grazing mine. This was all completely strange; what does he think he’s doing?

Finally, I reacted and rudely apart his hand from my hair and removed his other hand from mine. He stared at me with deep, confused eyes, without saying a word.

“Who are you?” I finally said, turning all my body around, facing him firmly.

He took my hand again, “You should’ve asked ‘What are you?’” He whispered in a cold, dead voice; beautiful at the same time. He kissed my hand softly and faded away.

Scared, confused, and secretly in love, I fell to the floor, sitting with my arms wrapping my knees. “What are you?” He had said… What does he meant by that statement? I was really scared… But something in me wants him near, like if I depend on him. He always appears all of a sudden, and disappears when someone else is near… Why?

I put my hands on my face and kept a scream to myself. What is going on? Who’s this guy? Or, what is this guy?

I heard the bell ring, and saw everyone going out of their classrooms. Everyone was staring at me strangely. I didn’t mind if anyone was staring, I was worried about other important things. Nicky saw me and told me:

“Are you feeling better?”

“Yes, I’m alright,” I lied.

“Well, c’mon, I have to tell you something about Der…” She paused when she saw Derek coming to us. “Oh, hi Derek!” She blushed.

“Hi, Nicky. Umh, can you leave us alone? I need to talk with Jamie,” he said staring at me.

Nicky glanced at me fiercely, “Okay,” she left.

It was already time to go home, so we had to talk in the bus.

“So, Jamie,” Derek began. “You’ve been acting really weird today. Are you okay?”

“Derek, I know that if I tell you you won’t ever believe me,” I sighed.

“Well, try. I have no reasons to mistrust you,” he smiled gently. He was really beautiful; his golden brown hair, his sky blue eyes, his perfect smile…

“Well, is about that guy I told you before…”

“Oh,” he said with a tone that seemed not interested at all.

“Derek, I know what I saw!”

“And what exactly did you saw?”

“Him! The dark guy! I swear there’s someone like that in this school, and…” I turned my face back at the last seat, and there he was again… staring. “There he is! Look!” I pulled Derek’s arm and he turned to see where I was seeing, but after I blinked, he was gone.

“Uh… Jamie, there’s no one in there.”

“But, I swear…” I hesitated, but before Derek could speak, I stood up and sat next to the dark guy, I was staring at him and he back at me. Derek was watching me confused, and I could’ve sworn that he already thought I was crazy.

“Why can’t they see you?” I whispered.

He didn’t answered to my question, just took my hands softly, and leaned his forehead on mine, smiling. His coldness was extremely rare, since we were on middle autumn, and the weather was warm enough.

“Why?” I whispered again, closing my eyes, feeling his coldness. But the moment I opened them, he was gone. I blinked surprised, and looked back at Derek, who was staring at me awkwardly. I felt really stupid.

The bus had stopped. I didn’t turn to the windows to see where I was; I just walked towards the doors and went out. It was all foggy; I couldn’t see anything at all. I was really scared now. One hand took mine softly.

I smiled, “I knew you were coming…”

“Well, of course, I had to go out of the bus, this was the last stop.” It was Derek, not the one I had expected.

“Oh, Derek. Where are we?”

“I have no idea,” he was looking around, squeezing my hand.

“Derek… This is definitely not where I live, you know? I mean, I’m already getting nervous.”

“Chillax, girl. We’ll be fine… I think.”

“Exactly; we don’t know for sure,” I said looking around scared.

“Yeah, well we’ll be fine as long as we stay together,” he said squeezing my hand a little harder.

“So, where should we go?”

“You’re asking me? I have no idea, but… let’s just keep walking straight,” he pulled my hand, walking forward.

I felt a familiar aura near. Is him, he’s following me again…

I turned back while Derek kept looking forward, and saw him. I wasn’t going to make a fool of myself again, trying to make Derek believe me; I’ve just realized no one can see him but me. Strange, but true.

He was looking at me with an evil smirk, but irresistible. I looked at him with a confused face. He suddenly disappeared with all the fog; I turned forward. What did he meant by that smirk? Derek suddenly stopped.

“What’s going on?” I asked.

“I don’t know; look over there,” he said looking at a strange, little house. It was indeed in the middle of nowhere. All was foggy and blurry, while the house highlighted the whole place.

“What’s with the house? This is not like a place to live or something. I don’t even know where we are,” I said shaking my head lightly.

“I know; but anyway, let’s go check who’s in there, maybe we can stay there for a while or ask for directions? Whatever that can help,” he shrugged.

“Okay, I’ll just follow you; as long as I’m with you, I feel less worried.”

“That’s good; you make me feel important,” he smiled.

So, we walked towards that strange, little house. Once there, we knocked the door. A woman opened the door; she was wearing an old-fashioned dress, like from the 19th or 18th century. Her hair was combed all up into a tall, curly pile of hair; classic of that century. It was really weird, no one wears that nowadays.

I turned to see Derek’s face; he was as shocked as I was.

He whispered in my ear, “Is this a kind of joke or something?”

“I would like to know…” I whispered back.

“Oh; welcome, welcome, my dears!” The woman called.

“Uhhh… Hi, miss uh…” Derek hesitated.

“Don’t worry, darling; just come in! We have some fresh fruit so you can have something to eat,” she said with a British accent.

“Thanks, that’s very sweet from you;” I said, “but… we’re just here to ask for some help.”

“Oh, how come?” She exclaimed.

“Yeah, well we’re lost… Miss,” Derek said.

“Well, you’ve come just in the right place! Come, come!” The woman said, pulling our hands.

Once in there, there were other four women, dressed up the same as this one. What in the world was all these? Where are we? Who are these strange women? Anyway, the woman let us sit on the fancy, old-fashioned coaches. The other women were drinking some tea, staring at us with strange faces.

“Ladies, we have some newcomers!” The woman who received us called out with that accent.

“Hi,” Derek said.

“Hello,” I said, trying to sound polite.

“My, my;” one woman said, standing up, looking at us strangely, “So, what is this way of dressing up? And your hair!” The woman was referring to me.

“Indeed,” another one said. “Look at her extremely short miniskirt! In my times, they didn’t allow us to show our legs that much!”

I felt embarrassed; I placed my hands on my legs as I blushed a little.

“And your hair, why is it straight down?”

Derek almost laughed, but he resisted.

“And let’s not talk just about you, young lady. What’s with your boyfriend?”
“Oh, no, no, no… He’s not my boyfriend. He’s… just a friend,” I grinned nervously. Of course, I wanted that so badly to be true.

“Oh my dear; your pants, your hair, your jacket!” A woman shocked. Of course it was shocking in her times, but he looked hot in my times. “You look like a repulsive vagabond! Why don’t you just wear a nice tie, clean smocking, and comb your hair backwards to show your delightful face! That’ll help this young lady next to you fall in love easily!” The woman shouted.

We both blushed; damn with these women!

“Why don’t you dress like we do?” A woman asked.

“Oh, boy…” I sighed.

“And that language? We don’t use that type of language, dear!”

I shocked by her reaction and squeezed Derek’s hand.

“Anyhow, I’ll get you some tea!” One called.

“Was it a good idea to come to this place?” I whispered at Derek’s ear.

“Well, now that I see it for myself, no.” He whispered back.

“I rather prefer being lost outside than being shocked inside.”

“Hey, that rhymes;” he laughed lightly. I elbowed him hard. “Sorry,” he said.

Then the woman came with two cups of tea, “there you go, darlings.”

“Oh, sorry, I don’t like tea;” Derek said.

“Nonsense! Everyone likes tea!” She cried out, and then lowered her voice, “you’ll drink it even if you don’t like it.”

“Uh… yeah; I think I need to go to the bathroom,” he said shocked.

“Yeah, and I need to… make a call!” I said, trying to follow Derek.

“Take your time, dears. The bathroom is at the bottom left; the phone is right next to the bathroom.”

“Thanks,” we both said, running where she had said.

Once there, we hid ourselves in a room, which was–or I think it was–one of the women’s room.

“We have to find a way out of here!” I whispered desperately.

“I know, I know! But, where? These women are freaking me out!” He said desperately as I was.

“God…” I ran my hand through my hair, thinking.

While Derek was looking around, I heard a door creaking nearby. I turned my face and saw the dark guy, opening a door lightly, looking at me with a beautiful and trustful smile. Then he faded away, so I turned with Derek and pulled his hand, “This way!” I said in a low voice so the women couldn’t hear us.

“Are you sure that’s the right way?” He asked doubtfully.

“Yes; trust me!”

We opened the door, and ran without even stopping to see where we were. And that was a bad idea, since there was no floor, so we fell to a hole. We fell on a bunch of autumn leaves–which was strange, since there were no trees around.

“Where are we now?” I said, looking around.

“You tell me, you said this was the right way!” Derek shouted.

“Well, it was the only one!”

Then we turned upward; there were those women, with mean faces, “Get them!” one cried out, all jumping to the hole.

“Run!” Derek shouted, standing up and pulling my hand, running.

“Those women are faster than us! They’re gonna get us!”

“Think, think, think!” Derek murmured.

I turned around, looking for the dark guy. He is like my angel; he saves me every time I’m in trouble, so he has to appear now!

And yes, there he was, far away. I shouted “help!” But that didn’t seem to help at all. He faded away… Why? Why didn’t he help me this time?

“Jamie, we can’t ask for help; there’s no one here but us and those freaks!” Derek said, pulling my hand even more, running faster.

Well, maybe if I’m in real danger, he’ll appear; so I don’t have to worry at all… right?

“Jamie, look;” Derek pointed at a big wall. “Those women are getting to us; you can cross this wall and stay safe at the other side.”

“But what about you?”

“I’ll be fine; maybe I can climb it up, if not, at least you’ll be safe. Don’t worry about me,” he smiled gently.

“No, Derek. We’re in this together; I won’t leave you alone.”

“Jamie, please. It’s the only way I can save you!”

“Then let’s both get caught, not just you…”

“Don’t be silly, please! I don’t want you to get hurt!”

“I don’t want you to get hurt either!”

He sighed, “We’ll never end this discussion before they caught us, so…” He placed his hands on my waist and pushed me upward the wall, “go to the other side!”

“No!” I cried, pulling his hand.

“Jamie, let go, please! I know it’s hard, but I want to keep you safe!”

Then, before I could demand, two cold hands placed on my waist, pulled me down to the other side of the wall. I turned my face once I was on the floor and saw the dark guy.

“What do you think you’re doing? I can’t leave Derek alone!” I cried out.

“You will even if you don’t want to… He’ll be okay… trust me…” he whispered coldly, pulling my hand.

I rudely apart my hand from his, “I won’t go anywhere without him! Especially with someone I don’t even know…”

He smiled with a light laugh, “Fine.” He just stayed arms crossed, not doing anything while I heard Derek’s screams.

“Derek!” I shouted worried, hitting the wall until my hands hurt like hell.

“You won’t help doing that, you know?” He said.

“Shut up!” I yelled at him, angry. “If you wouldn’t have pulled me down, I could’ve saved him!”

“Really? I don’t think so. Those women aren’t real women at all.”

“What do you mean?” I turned to face him.

“They’re not human…” He said, and then smirked. “Your friend is probably going to die soon,” he laughed lightly.

“What? What is so funny about it! You’re insane, you idiot! You need to help me, please!” I shouted, tears running down my cheeks. I couldn’t let Derek die… not this way… not in any way, actually. I need to save him.

“Idiot? Wow… I thought of you a kinder person,” he smiled. “Oh, well.”

“Could you at least for once show interest and help me right now?” I yelled at him, trying to climb up the plain wall.

He laughed again, “Yeah, of course you will get to the other side that way.”

“Shut up, I said!” I was even angrier. “I mean, what happened to that kind guy I met at school before? You were gentle with me, now you’re acting like a moron!”

“Idiot. Moron. Something else you want to add?”

“C’mon, you know why I call you like that!” my foot slipped on the wall and I fell to the floor. “At least help me get to the other side; I’ll do the rest myself.”

He laughed at the way I fell, “Okay, okay.” He helped me stand up and hugged me.

“Eh, how is this supposed to help? I didn’t ask for a hug. By the way, I’m freezing.”

He laughed once more, “You talk, talk, and talk. I like your attitude; you seem particularly interesting to me. You’re quite funny, you know?”

I sighed, “Sure, I’ve killed people of laughter before,” I said sarcastically. “Hey, are you trying to make me waste time so that Derek dies before I can stop them?”

“Maybe; maybe not.”

“Agh, get off me!” I struggled to get out of his hard arms.

“Fine; I’ll get you there,” then we started to rise up. I was in his arms still, while we were rising up to the other side of the wall. Then we land on the floor, still hugged; it was like if we were floating or something.

He finally released the hug and I said shocked, “What was that? How did you…? I mean…”

“Let’s just go find your friend,” he said coldly, pulling my hand as we walked.

“Do you even know where he is?”

“Do you even have to ask me this?” He said, imitating my tone, “I mean, of course I know,” he smiled.

“You know, your changes of moods are kinda getting me dizzy.”

“I’m sorry, I apologize for acting rude with you; just that… I don’t like him.”

“Who? Derek?”

“Yeah, is he your boyfriend?” He suddenly asked.

“Uh, no! But, honestly… I wish he was,” I blushed lightly.

“Right,” he said as he let go of my hand. “You should keep going yourself; I guess you don’t need me, or you’re just using me like an item.”

“No, wait! I’m not! But… hey, you started in first place,” I crossed my arms over my chest.

“Start what?” He asked confused.

“You began acting rudely with me…”

“Oh, c’mon, Jamie…”

“How did you know my name?”

“Uh… I just… guessed it.”

“What’s your name, anyway?”

“Try to guess,” he grinned.

I didn’t say a word then, I just kept walking next to him. We were back where Derek and I were before: the little creepy house. He must be in there, with those women. I swallowed, nervously.

“Relax; you’ll be fine as long as you’re with me,” he said, squeezing my hand as we entered the house without knocking the door.

“Derek?” I shouted, but then the dark guy placed his hand on my mouth.

“Shhh… don’t even try to say a word,” he whispered. He led me to a room and we both eavesdrop behind the door. I could hear the women voices, but opening a little the door, I saw them; they looked fierce and dreadfully scary. Then I saw Derek tied up on a chair.

“Let me go right now!” Derek was shouting, while the others were laughing at him.

“How can we help him?” I whispered, but I guess loud enough for them to hear me.

The dark guy put his hand on my mouth once again and pushed me besides the door. One of the women opened the door rudely, looking around; and for our luck, the door was covering us on the side we were hiding. Then, the woman left and closed the door.

The dark guy sighed and whispered really low, “I said don’t speak!”

I just nodded in apologize and moved back where we were before. One woman was grazing Derek’s face with her hand, and the other one was threatening him with a knife on his neck.

“Tell us where the girl is!” the woman shouted.

“Never!” Derek yelled.

I placed my hand on my mouth, trying to keep a scream. Is it me who they are looking for? Of course, I’m the only girl who had been with him. I looked at the dark guy, waiting for him to say or do something. He took my hand and walked quietly out of that place, taking me to another room.

When he closed the door, I said in a low but shocked voice, “What are you doing? We have to save him!”

“Jamie, shut up!” He yelled; his tone of voice made my eyes go wet. He then saw my reaction and placed his hands on my shoulders, “No, no, please; sorry… I didn’t mean to…”

“Shut up…” I cut him. “I don’t have time for this; while we’re talking here, Derek is being threatened with those women. So, I’ll make this myself.”

I then walked out the door, running towards the room where Derek and the women were; I entered the room. The women turned to me with lighting eyes and Derek with worried eyes.

“Why, Jamie?” Derek said. “Why! They wanted you to come so that they could kill us both!”

“Why?” I asked confused. Then, the women were getting near me.

“No!” Derek shouted.

All their hands were getting near me; but before they could get me, a hand pushed them all away. I turned back and saw the dark guy with his hand stretched on air.

“Why don’t you ever listen to me?” He said softly.

Then, the women thought I was the one who pushed them away; also Derek thought that, since they couldn’t see the dark guy. One of the women –who seem to be the youngest and more beautiful of the group, with long-golden curls and white dress–, left the room secretly, while the others stayed. I noticed that the woman who just left was staring not at me, but someone next to me: that is the dark guy. So that meant she could see him just as I can? Why?

“Whoa, Jamie?” Derek said surprised; I just shrugged.

The creatures, now angrier than before, ran over me; but my angel pushed them all away again. The women finally gave up and ran off before it could get worse and someone gets hurt.

Derek looked at me shocked, “How did you…?”

I turned to look at the dark guy, who just smiled and faded away. Then, I turned back at Derek while I untied him from the chair. “Uh, you know; when someone gets me mad, you don’t know how… powerful I might become.” I didn’t even know what I was saying; all the work was done by my angel.

“Whoa, Jamie; I didn’t know that side from you.”

I just smiled.

“Really, you looked really hot…” He then said.

I rolled my eyes, “Asshole.” I pulled his hand, “Let’s get out of here.”

“Should I trust you this time? Because maybe we can get caught again.”

“Derek, please; I just said let’s get out of here, I don’t know where to go.”

“Okay, as long as we’re outside this creepy house,” we walked towards the door and went out of the house. Everything was the same as before: foggy and blurry.

I looked around, and I saw a little kid standing right in front of me. He was wearing old, dirty clothes; he seemed like a poor child. When I turned to see Derek, he was gone.

“Derek?” I called, “Derek!”

“I’m lost…” The kid said, pulling my hand carefully.

I turned to see the kid and knelt to the ground to be like his size, “You can’t find your mother?”

“No; I’m lost… help me,” the kid said with a cute, innocent little voice.

“But, where could she be? I’m lost too,” I sighed.

“This way,” the kid pulled my hand, making me stand up, and started walking.

“Uh, but where are you taking me?”

The kid didn’t answer, just kept walking, pulling my hand. I felt some steps behind us, maybe Derek or maybe the dark guy.

“They’ve found us!” The kid cried, running this time; I ran faster too.

“Who? What are you talking about?” I said desperately.

The kid didn’t answer to my question again; but when I turned back, I saw a skinny man, wearing nothing but his pants, with a huge knife on his hand–huge as a sword–; his entire body was all tattooed, also his top part of the head, since he was bold. The man was running as well after us. He looked really scary! He could kill us at any moment, so we have to hide somewhere!

“Come, come!” The kid said, opening a door for me. We both entered the room and locked the door–which probably won’t help since the man could just break the door down.

I turned to see the room. For my surprise, it was completely empty. There were no windows, no bed, nothing; I turned to a corner where the kid was sitting, in front of an old TV; so that was the only thing inside this room. The kid was calmly watching TV in black & white, like if nothing had happened. I knelt beside the kid and asked him, “Why did you brought me here? What is this strange room?”

The kid didn’t answer again, just kept watching the TV. I shook his shoulder, “Hey, I’m talking to you, kid.”

Then, a hard knock on the door caught our attention. We both turned shocked; the kid hid behind the TV and I stayed completely alone, nowhere to hide.

“He found us!” The kid whispered.

“But, what do I do now?” I said shocked, looking around for somewhere to hide.

I heard a growl behind the door. The man is here, he will now slice me into pieces! I just stayed froze in place, tears running down my cheeks. Is it really over? What had happened to Derek? Who are this kid and this man? Where am I? … A lot of unanswered questions.

The man finally broke the door into half and entered the room. I just moved back hesitantly; the man moved forward with an evil grin. My back was already pasted on the wall. The man raised his knife, about to cut me into half. I just closed my eyes, waiting for the moment to die…

Nothing had happened then, so I opened my eyes and saw the weird man on the floor, unconscious. I looked in front and saw the dark guy, with a serious, scary face.

“What?” I asked hesitantly, looking at his cold face.

“What do you think you’re doing here? You almost died!” He yelled at me, coming near me taking my hand rudely, pulling me out the room.

“Wait, wait, wait…” I stopped him, “Why was he trying to kill me? And those women that ran off; why did they want from me?”

“Is not just you, but your friend also. Any human who comes to this place, always die… There’s no survivor; so you and your friend need to go out of here now.”

“How are we supposed to go out? You need to help us! And help me find Derek!”

“Yeah, well I don’t know how to get out; and I don’t know where your friend is, so…” He shrugged.

“So, now what? We just wait until someone comes and kill both of us?” I said with a serious tone.

“We can go find him first, then look for a way out. I won’t let anyone get near you… I’ll protect you no matter what it takes,” he placed his hands on my shoulder.

“Just one more question… What are you?” I said, looking at him afraid.

He sighed and let go his hands off my shoulders, “I’ll let you know later. Let’s go find your friend.”

“Okay… by the way, it’s easier if you just say ‘Derek’.”

“I don’t like to mention his name so much; he seems particularly disgusting to me,” he laughed.

“Alright…”

We walked out of the strange, little room. The outside was now clear: there was no fog, but sunlight; there was no coldness, but warmth; there was no darkness, but brightness, etc.

“So, why did the whole place changed?” I asked looking around.

“It’s a good signal. The weather changes depending on the situation,” he smiled. “The climate has never been like this before ever since the humans invaded this territory. Whoa.”

“So, that means Derek is alright!” I cheered up.

“We don’t know for sure; come on,” he pulled my hand again.

While walking, a little bunny jumped in the middle of the road.

“Oh, how cute!” I leaned down to touch him, but the dark guy pulled my hand back.

“Don’t touch him!” He dragged me again, walking straight.

“What’s wrong? You’ve been acting so rude with me. It was just a bunny!”

“This world is different from yours; maybe things look similar, but they’re not. Most likely, every cute stuff is dangerous, while awful are sometimes good.”

“That doesn’t make sense at all.”

“Neither this world does. Just keep walking, will you?” He pulled me again.

“Hey, I can walk by myself; stop pulling, you’re hurting me.”

“Sorry,” he pulled me now softly. “Better?”

I sighed. Then, I felt heavy steps behind us. I turned and saw what I think it was a huge rabbit. Was it the same bunny I saw just seconds ago? The dark guy pulled me from my waist and hid me behind a tree.

Once the rabbit was gone, he said rudely: “Could you be more cautious next time?”

“Sorry…” I said, angry by his attitude.

“Look, I’m sorry I’m being rude all the time, but it’s because I need to protect you and I can’t control myself when I do it. Sorry…”

I looked at his face; he looked even more beautiful when he was apologizing. “It’s okay, I understand.” I hugged him softly. He hugged me back, tightly.

“Let’s go find Derek…” he whispered in my ear.

“You said Derek,” I smiled.

“Damn… I guess I did,” he shrugged.

“C’mon, let’s go.” I released the hug.

We walked again on the road.

“So, what’s your story? What are you? Please tell me now, to have something to talk about while we find Derek,” I suggested him.

“Well… What am I?” He laughed lightly. “I’m dead; I’m a ghost, spirit… whatever you want to call it.”

I shocked, “W-what? But… how come I… but you…” I hesitated.

“Yeah, that’s why no one else can see me but you.”

“But why only me?”

“Something in you wants me near, so I’m bound to appear only for you.”

“But, I don’t feel like I want you near; don’t get me wrong, but I don’t feel it.”

“That’s what your brain says, but not what your heart says.”

“But… if you’re a ghost, how can I touch you? You’re solid.”

“It’s the same; because you want to touch me.”

“I don’t get it… So what’s the story? How did you die?” I changed the topic.

“It all started around the 19th century, in this same place. I told you, no human can escape without dying. I was a victim, and I died. There’s a creature more powerful than the ones we’ve just met. He was the one who killed me…” He said with a cold voice, then added with a whisper I barely heard, “In order to protect the one I loved…”

“You died in order to protect that person?”

“Yes. And that girl reminds me a lot of you; that’s why I want to be with you: to protect you, and not failing this time.”

“Oh… and, did the girl died?”

“I don’t know…I died without knowing a thing about her…”

“And… do you think the one who killed you has Derek on his hands right now?” I asked afraid of the answer.

“Maybe…”

“We have to hurry!” I shouted desperately.

“Let’s go then, with no regrets as before.”

We hurried this time; he knew the place where the creature that killed him was, so it will be faster.

I heard some giggles, and the dark guy seemed to have heard them too, so we both stopped and looked where the giggles came from.

It was Derek, sitting on a huge rock in the middle of a river. For now, he was fine. But… what?! Who are those women around him? Wait… they’re not normal women. They have fish tails! They’re mermaids? How strange everything is turning out. Anyway, what was he doing with those mermaids? They were really beautiful, and very showy: they only had a small bra… Damn, Derek pervert. Why was he laughing, by the way? I was about to shout, but then thought of what the guy next to me would do, so I stayed quiet.

“Umh… won’t you go for him?” He asked me. So what, now he wants me to shout?

“If it’s okay with you…” I turned with Derek and got near him, “Derek?”

“Whoa, Jamie! Hello girl; did you know my new friends? They’re awesome, and hot.” He said.

“You’re disgusting… C’mon, we gotta go now, or else it’ll be too late.”

“C’mon, don’t be a party pooper! We’re having fun, wanna join us?”

I was about to reply, but suddenly I saw one of the mermaids behind Derek showing two long fangs, and was about to bite Derek’s neck.

“A Vampire Mermaid!” the dark guy called.

“What? Uh…” I picked a rock from the ground and threw it to her face.

The mermaid screamed and swam away.

“What was that?” Derek demanded.

“She’s a Vampire Mermaid! Let’s go or they’ll kill you!” There was no way I could get through him; he was across the river, far away from me.

“What?” He now saw what I meant, the other two mermaids were about to bite him from both sides, “Jamie!” He shouted.

“Uh, hold on just a sec,” I said, and the dark guy took me to the rock where Derek was without him seeing us. “Derek!”

“How did you…?”

“Doesn’t matter,” I hit a mermaid with my fist and threw her away to the water, unconscious.

“Careful!” Derek called, and pushed the other mermaid away.

“Leave her to me!” I said, now angry. I threw myself into the water, with the mermaid struggling to get me off. We were underwater, fighting; hitting ourselves. She scratched my arm with her long fingernails. All my blood went to the top of the river, and I could imagine Derek and the dark guy terrified.

I kept fighting, but I was drowning now; I needed some air, but the mermaid pulled me deeper. Then, I was seeing all blurry. I could barely see a shadow pulling me to the surface, but I fell unconscious.

Once I woke up, I saw a beautiful angel very near me. I blinked twice, and finally saw the dark guy clearly. “What happened?” I asked, and then my arm burned. “Ouch, I’m bleeding; where’s the mermaid?”

“I killed her as well as the other ones. You almost died, what were you thinking? Fighting with a Vampire mermaid?”

“Sorry… Where’s Derek?” I said weakly.

“I had to hit him on the neck to save you without him noticing. He will wake up soon and have no idea of what had happened.”

“Oh… Thank you,” I smiled weakly. I just realized I was resting in the floor with him really close to me. I felt… a little uncomfortable.

“Umh… I think I feel much better now,” I said trying to get up, but the dark guy stopped me, letting me rest once again. He placed his hand on my forehead.

“What’s wrong?” I asked, but then my eyes closed without me wanting. After what felt like three seconds, I opened them in a shot. “…Ace…” I whispered.

He smiled softly, “Nice to meet you.”

I leaned forward, now on a sitting position, staring at him with curious eyes.

“Your name is Ace.”

“Yes,” he nodded once.

I shook my head confused, “How did I know?”

“Don’t worry; the thing is that you know my name now. Happy?”

“Not at all… I’m still confused… But at least I know your name; I won’t have to call you ‘dark guy’ or ‘angel’ anymore,” I laughed a little.

“You used to call me ‘angel’?” He suddenly asked.

I blushed lightly, “Umh, yes… You’re like my guardian angel; you’re always there for me…”

“You know, this reminds me of a song I’ve heard lately around your school… which didn’t exist in my times; is: ‘Your Guardian Angel’ or something like that.”

“Oh, I love that song… every time I hear it the first thing that comes through my mind is you…”

“Well… I know parts of the song, and I would like to sing it for you…” he whispered.

I smiled softly, but deep inside me, I wanted to scream. My favorite song… and he will sing it for me.

He stared deeply into my eyes and began to sing softly, with a voice even better than the original singer:

When I see your smile tears roll down my face, I can’t replace… And now that I’m strong I have figured out how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul, and I know I’ll find deep inside me, I can be the one…” He was following the same rhythm as the song, then took my hands and continued: “I will never let you fall; I’ll stand up with you forever; I’ll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven…” His hands ran from my hands all the way through my arms; now on my cheeks: “It’s ok… It’s ok… It’s ok…” His hands ran again down my arms; “Seasons are changing and waves are crashing and stars are falling all for us… Days grow longer and nights grow shorter; I can show you I’ll be the one… I will never let you fall; I’ll stand up with you forever; I’ll be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven…” He stopped with a long, soft ending. I think he didn’t know the rest, but still… it was simply beautiful. I wanted to cry, and indeed I did; tears were running down my face. He stared at me with worried eyes that made me feel guilty; those eyes were absolutely beautiful and… I just realized they torn from bloody red to a sky blue, never seen before, but extremely beautiful…

“Why are you crying? Was it too bad?” He said with those sad and beautiful eyes.

I cleaned the tears from my face and hugged him tightly, “I loved it so much… I’m crying because it was absolutely beautiful… I can’t even speak, my throat is drying.”

He ran his hand several times through my hair, “its ok… my true love, my whole heart…” Those words were also part of the song, which were more beautiful than the original singer.

I released the hug and stared at him, “Your eyes are sky blue… the first time I saw them were bloody red.”

“They change to this color when I’m relaxed and feeling good… actually; it’s been like decades since they don’t turn this way… You have something special that made me change completely; ever since I died I desired revenge, but now when I met you all I could think about is you… I’m always worrying about you, and I feel like a new me when I’m with you; a me who does not want revenge but to feel happy… and I thank you for this…”

“You know you can always count on me to cheer you up and make you feel good. I’m sorry for calling you an idiot and a moron, by the way…”

“Don’t worry, I was acting like an idiot and a moron anyway; this all feels like a “Good-bye” or something… we’re apologizing for silly things,” he laughed softly.

“I just wanted to make sure you weren’t mad because I called you like that.”

“Don’t worry, it’s nothing; your friend is about to wake up, and if he doesn’t see you, he’ll panic. Go with him, I’ll wait.”

He helped me stand up and I walked where Derek was resting. He looks cute when he’s sleeping… but not as cute as my Angel, my Ace…

I knelt to the ground besides him, when he started to open his eyes hesitantly, blinking.

“Jamie?” he said weakly. “Where am I?”

“Derek!” I said, “You hit yourself on the head; but don’t worry, you’re fine now,” I smiled.

I’ve considered… Ace is way nicer and gentle than Derek is; plus Derek has become a bit more pervert and idiot, while Ace is softer and pure; also, Ace is more beautiful than Derek… a lot more. However, Derek is still part of my life, so I want to be with him also and help him.

Derek laughed weakly, “what a stupid act of me… I just remember those mermaids. What happened to them?”

“Oh, they ran off,” I lied. “The good thing is you’re okay and that we need to get out of here.”

“I’m glad you’re okay, Jamie;” he suddenly said while standing up. He then hugged me, “I don’t know what would be of me if you disappear.” He released the hug.

I blushed lightly and shrugged, “well I’m alright; no need to worry at all.”

Ace was staring at us, and I could imagine he got mad when Derek hugged me, but he must know my heart belongs to him… well, rhetorically, since he’s death.

“Jamie, look over there,” Derek pointed with his finger to the north, were there was some dark smoke in the sky.

“Is something burning there?” I asked confused.

“We need to go to that place,” Ace said, now next to me.

“Why?” I whispered so Derek couldn’t hear me.

“There’s the exit from this place.”

“But you said there was no way out.”

“I…just remembered there is one,” he said hesitantly, like if he wasn’t sure of his words.

Anyway, I have to trust him, why should he lie to me? I then turned at Derek, “We need to go there.”

“Are you crazy? There must be danger over there! I can’t risk our lives there…”

“Trust me…”

“Last time you said that, I was caught by some strange women.”

“That was a mistake; but this time is real. Trust me… please.”

He realized I was completely sure in my eyes, “Fine.”

The three of us walked towards that place. It wasn’t so far; we had to cross the river again, then just a short path to get to a place which was foggy and scary. It was like a town, or which used to be a town: there were corpses lying on the ground; some covered with blood, others just injured; what used to be some small houses were all destroyed; every living thing in this strange world was death or unconscious.

Derek swallowed, “Jamie, this is a bad idea, let’s get out of here before we end up like those people!”

I stared at Ace and bit my lip, waiting for an answer.

“Let’s go on. The exit is in this town,” he said.

“Are you sure? Why are all these people–or creatures–death?” I whispered desperately.

“It’s nothing to worry about, trust me; let’s keep walking forward,” he said again with a worried tone.

I started to walk straight forward.

“Jamie! Are you crazy? I said let’s leave before we get killed!” Derek said freaking out.

I breathed deeply, worried as Derek was–and mistrustful, “I’m sure this is the way, don’t be afraid.”

He took my left hand the same time Ace took my right hand. At simple sight it was just me and Derek holding hands; but my vision was the three of us holding hands.

“Jamie, I’m afraid…”

“Don’t be. We’ll be fine,” I was just counting on Ace in this situation; he is protecting the two of us now.

“I’m not afraid of myself… I’m afraid that something could happen to you…”

“We’ll be fine as long as we stay together.”

Ace stopped walking, so I stopped too and Derek had to. I turned to see Ace, but he was looking in front terrified. I turned to see what he was staring at, and there was a young lady standing right in front of us, a little far away.

He had long-golden curls; a long ghostly, white dress, that seemed to be torn up from some edges; her eyes were pale blue, with no pupil; her hands were full of blood.

I just panic when I first saw her, so did Derek. I turned to see Ace once again, who seemed even more terrified than Derek and me together.

“Serena…” Ace whispered.

“Serena?” I stared at him confused.

Derek looked confused, “Serena? How did you know her name, Jamie?”

Serena giggled evilly and stretched her hand towards Derek’s eyes and a wave of air blew softly through Derek’s face.

“What was that? What did she do to you?” I said desperately.

Derek turned to face me, “Who’s the dark guy next to you?”

“What? Wait… you can see him now?” I said surprised.

“So, he’s the dark guy you always talked about at school?” Derek said surprised as I was.

“Yes!” I turned to face Serena, “What did you do to him? Why can he see him now?”

“Well, if he’s going to die;” she said, “he has to see the other ones who will die, too.”

Ace laughed, “I’m already dead.”

“I know; the two humans will die while I’ll make you disappear.”

“How will you do that?” Ace wondered.

Serena took out what seemed to be a gun; huge and gray with some green lights; “This gun was made specially to disappear ghosts. Once I shoot you, you will get caught and can never get out…”

“Why do you want me to disappear? I mean, what happened to the girl you used to be when I was alive?” Ace said with a sad voice.

“She changed in order to stay alive, and not ending up like you.”

“I gave my life for you! I took the risk in order to protect you…”

“Well, you were so stupid trusting in someone like me,” Serena raised the gun, pointing at Ace. “Good-bye, Ace…”

“Wait,” Ace said.

“What do you want now?”

“Please… I beg you: let Jamie and Derek go, and get rid of me… please.”

“I said I’ll get rid of the three of you.”

“Please… I beg you.”

“Well…Derek, you said? Well, he could be a nice partner; what do you think?”

“What?” Derek said confused.

“But let Jamie go, please,” Ace begged.

“Hmmm… I don’t think so; is she your new lover? Because I will kill her,” Serena said coldly.

“No!” Ace shouted, angry.

“Derek’s a cute guy… I’ll consider letting him go. But you, Ace, and your new lover will disappear…”

“I don’t get it; what are you talking about?” Derek said confused.

“Oh, don’t worry… you’ll be fine,” Serena said, getting near him and grazing her hand on his face. “But the other two will be gone!” She hit Derek on the neck and let him fall.

“Derek!” I shouted.

“Don’t worry; I said he’ll be fine; I’ll let him go. But you’re going to die. But Ace is first, so to make your death more suffering, I’ll make him disappear!” She then thought for a moment, “Umh isn’t it otherwise? Killing her first so that Ace suffers more?” She shrugged, “It’s the same; I already took out my ghost gun.”

She raised the gun again, pointing at Ace. Ace looked at me with sad eyes and then closed them, waiting for the moment in which he’ll disappear forever. I couldn’t let him go; I have to do something! …I don’t care about the consequences; I don’t care if something happens to me…

Without thinking it twice, I ran for Ace, stood up in front of him and raised my arms to the sides, in a protective way. Before Ace could push me away, the green laser that Serena shot from her gun hit me straight on my heart… I fell to the floor.

A big amount of blood was draining from my chest to the sides. Ace screamed my name desperately; Serena fell backwards because of the impact; Derek was still unconscious…

“Jamie!” Ace knelt to the ground and placed his hands on the edges of my face. “Jamie!”

I tried to smile, but I gave an effortless smile; “Ace…”

“Jamie! Why did you do that! Don’t leave me, please… Don’t.”

I raised my hand weakly to touch his face carefully, “I won’t ever leave you… I got hit by the gun, but it was not a mortal gun; so maybe it won’t affect me as a human…”

“But you don’t know that, maybe it has other effects towards humans!”

Serena hit her head hardly, so she was hurt and couldn’t get up; “Yes it has an effect on humans… This gun is extremely powerful that can catch ghosts; and its power can kill humans.”

“What? No!” Ace shocked. “Jamie, no…no!”

“Ace…” I said weakly, “I’m dying…for love; like you did… remember?”

“But this is different, Jamie!”

“No” I cut him; “If I die, I can live with you forever…”

“What do you mean? Oh, don’t tell me you–”

I nodded.

“Jamie…”

My eyes were closing; my breathing was ceasing; the last words I could say were: “Even if saving you sends me to heaven… I love you, Ace…” Everything turned inky black…

Derek’s P.O.V.:

I was opening my eyes slowly. I leaned forward into a sitting position; my head hurt a lot. Huh? I turned to my left side and saw the blonde girl on the floor, with some blood draining through her chest and mouth. She’s probably dead now… I turned to my right side and saw… No… no, no, no… NO!

“Jamie!” I shouted. Her body was lying on the floor, with blood draining from her chest.

I ran towards Jamie and knelt next to her. I leaned my head over her chest to see if her hearts was still beating… No, is not…

“Jamie!” I shouted once again, hugging her corpse. “Why!”

As I was hugging her, I realized the dark guy had left… How in the world could he leave Jamie dead here!

I carried Jamie’s corpse and started to walk straight. There was a white, potent light right in front; I suppose that’s the exit. I walked straight through that light and everything turned white.

Seconds later, I found myself at the school’s backyard (it was snowing, so no one came to school today) Hmmm… it’s really weird; it’s middle autumn and it had never snowed in years.

Days passed by really fast; Jamie’s body was buried on the state’s cemetery. I had become a really empty and serious person since Jamie’s death. Her best friend, Nicky, was the same. We all were the same…

Everyone asked me what happened to her; but if I tell them the truth they won’t ever believe me, so I say I don’t know. Her parents are crying and crying, wondering why she died… I feel really bad for keeping to myself the reason why she died, but it’s insane… I’m already freaking out, I can’t believe she died! Jamie… I would like to see her again… just one more time… see her beautiful face and delightful smile… Oh, Jamie…

I didn’t feel like going to History class, so I stayed at the hallways, sitting on the benches. I covered my face with my hands, trying to calm down, but I couldn’t. Jamie…

I looked up and a miracle happened… Jamie was there in front of me… I couldn’t believe it, she was there! As beautiful as always, smiling… Oh, what a beautiful vision… only if it was real…it’s just my imagination…

She stretched her hand all over to my face, touching it softly; her hands were extremely cold, but warm at the same time. Wait, I could touch it, so that means she’s real.

“Jamie…” I grabbed her hand softly, kissing it carefully. “I really miss you… Why did you leave me?”

“Derek, I love you… but my heart belongs to Ace…” She whispered.

I sighed, “That’s too bad… I love you too and I wanted your heart so badly…”

“You have it…” She said as she faded away slowly.

“I love you…I hope you come back again…”

She smiled and disappeared.

“Jamie…”

Sometimes we give everything,

Even our own lives, for love;

Sometimes we don’t realize

That true love we find it inside our hearts…

Everyone’s afraid to die,

But dying is not an ending,

Is a new beginning for life…

So this story does not have a happy ending… at least not for everyone; Derek finally realized Jamie was her true love, but Jamie just realized that her true love was Ace. So this story shows how someone died for love, not caring about consequences… Jamie went to heaven with the one she loved, making this the saddest situation Derek and everyone will have to endure… Ace finally has someone to be with after a long century of loneliness and sorrow; while his old love Serena died too, but instead she went to hell as a punishment for the things she’d done… It’s a happy ending for Jamie and Ace, but a pain for the rest… Now, this shows how people in heaven enjoy life more than the ones on Earth, just suffering…

The End.

The Gathering of Clouds

Written By:caffeineaddict13
You can read the original here:
All credit goes to the original author

- one -

There is a story that hasn’t been told. Not yet.

In the desert, a girl holds her mother’s hands and whispers as the sun appears from behind the endless hills, tinted orange from sand and streaming red like the scars that will one day trace her body.

“You know what they say about red skies,” her mother says, and begins to hum softly in the heat.

The girl doesn’t know, but she doesn’t say this out loud. There is some part of her that realizes that a storm is coming, and when the hairs stand up at the back of her neck, she tries her best to ignore it.

Eventually, though, all storms have to break.

Eventually, all stories need to be told.

She closes her eyes and listens to the sea begin to turn.

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Dreaming, dreaming, I’m dreaming, I’m dead, it’s building, falling, crashing –

- two -

In the dark, everything seems more real. Monsters hide between hanging coats in the closet, underneath the shiny pink of a comforter, in between the baskets of laundry sitting on the floor.

Whispered secrets are often more binding when they are told in the dark. This is one reason why it’s so easy to trust Edward Cullen.

The lights go out, but Bella doesn’t hold her breath. She puts her arms out and feels the walls, cold under her touch, her heart beating like a rabbit running from its predator as night falls in the woods.

Edward takes her hand in his, tells her stories that only exist in the books she no longer reads. And because it is so dark, she believes him.

Eventually, she will look back on that moment and try to recall the difference between monsters and dreams. They twist together now more than ever, and when the definition becomes something she can no longer understand, she will stick the phrase to other things and call it a day.

- three -

Jacob gives her a Bright Eyes CD for Christmas, the year the sun starts to rise again.

Just get me past this dead and eternal snow, it says, ‘cause I swear that I’m dying, slowly but it’s happening.

She thinks it funny that, ironically, the dead are what keep her alive.

And say, and lie to me, and say, and lie to me, and say it’s going to be alright.

“If winter ends,” Jacob tells her, sitting on the edge of his car, “I’ll take you home.”

“I give myself three days to feel better,” Bella smiles, and lets him hold her, but she thinks that maybe he’s missing the point.

- four -

Back in Arizona, there is a different boy. He has brown hair and a pretty mouth and he doesn’t know about the magic that exists between the places that normal people tread.

He does, however, remember being ten years old and lonely. He remembers a girl with big brown eyes telling him that he was beautiful. And now there is a place in his heart that he keeps for her, wherever she is – a place where she can come back to, even if she doesn’t realize it’s there.

The girl doesn’t know about the people she has touched. Some part of her needs to be loved – the same way that all people do – and on the nights when she misses the desert and her mother’s voice, it beats in the same tune as the quiet boy in Phoenix.

--

I don’t believe in ghost stories,” she says.

Well,” he replies, “I’m no ghost.”

- five -

Bella remembers a perfect day as the days she spent with Edward. In the calm of the storm, the perfect silence of greys and blues before all hell breaks loose, she cannot imagine anything better.

It is one of these such days, her head lying in Edward’s lap, his fingers cool on her forehead, that her filter is suddenly shut off.

“I worry about Charlie sometimes,” she says, a mouse’s voice that she knows he can hear. “He stares at the oven when I’m cooking like he’s imaging someone else. And he’s so alone all the time – if it weren’t for Billy Black he wouldn’t even have any friends. He’s…isolated.” Bella blushes, hiding her face in the folds of Edward’s shirt. “I’m probably imagining some of it,” she whispers. “But it’s there all the same.”

The hundred-year-old boy presses his lips against her forehead. “I wouldn’t be too concerned, love,” he tells her. “It sounds like you, I suppose. And you’re certainly not alone.”

The sky cracks – and, just for a second, Bella is small again, lost in the thunder. It doesn’t take long for the rain to clear, but she will never forget what it feels like to drown.

- six -

Sometimes, in the after-days of her eclipse, when the push-pull of lovers becomes too much, Bella imagines what it would be like.

Had she stayed with her mother and Phil.

Had she never met Edward Cullen, and never gotten broken.

Had Jacob Black never pieced her back together.

Had Edward stayed away, oblivious to the destruction he had caused.

Had the world stopped turning the precise moment she realized that she was stuck between two goods – because it would probably be easier if it were two evils, instead.

She imagines Pandora’s box, only it’s backwards. She holds twin cases in her hands – one gold in the sunlight, the other silver in the dark. She opens them on the count of three and she is rich and beautiful and famous – until she reaches the end, and she has to make a choice.

That, she realizes, is the hope. The phantom left over when everything else is gone: silent, unassuming, and, eventually, the most important piece of it all.

Decision.

--

I keep searching the streets for that blood-wine battleship she drives with a weak battery, and the doors hanging from broken hinges…

- seven -

“Heat,” Bella replies honestly, when Jacob asks her what she misses most about her old home. He chuckles, takes her hand and presses it against his forehead.

“It’s your lucky day, then,” he says.

“I scream for sunlight,” she breathes softly, more to herself than to him. Jacob hears anyway – he lifts her head up till their eyes meet under the shadows of the garage.

“I’ll take you there,” he tells her.

She doesn’t have the heart to tell him she’s already arrived.

She thinks: I know that’s impossible now.

She thinks: Just get me out of here.

She whispers, “Lie to me.”

- eight -

There is a story that hasn’t been told.

In the aftermath of a storm, there is a girl. She’s hard to pick out among the wreckage, sunken in piles of rotting wood and weather-beaten houses and broken glass and the bodies of those that didn’t survive. She is there, however – if you look hard enough.

This is the girl that was once never able to be alone. Once upon a time, she was loved, held, coveted – and, in the end, it wasn’t the storm that made this all disappear.

There is a girl who is broken and beaten and torn. Her hair is chopped short and her skin pallid, her face is sunken and her eyes shift uneasily around the ruins.

There is a girl – not a lover, a mother, a friend, a savior, a conscience; just a girl – who stood in the eye of the storm. And there is a girl who walked away.

She opens her eyes and watches as the sea begins to turn again.

Hide and Seek

Written By:simply-dazzling001
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All credit goes to the original author

“Hiya Bells! Whatcha doin?”

“Um. Not much. Why?”

“Well, I think that by now Jacob can feed himself quite well. Although, I’m not sure if dogs can use utensils….” Emmett smirked.

“Watch it, leech. She’s feeding Nessie.”

“I see. And where IS Nessie?”

“Geez, Emmett, open your eyes, she’s right-HUH? Wh-where’d she go??”

Bella frantically looked around the kitchen table, but Nessie wasn’t where she was a minute ago. Her chair was empty. “NESS!!”

“NESSIE!!”

“NESSIEEEE!!!”

“RENESMEE!”

“NESS!”

“EMMETT!”

“Emmett?”

“Heh.”

“Nessie!”

“Yeah?”

“OH! Where were you?”

“Aunty Alice mentioned something about scaring Daddy with a game of hide-and-seek….”

“RENESMEE CARLIE CULLEN ARE YOU OKAY?!?!”

Renesmee blinked. “Um, yeah Daddy. I’m fine. What’s up?”

WHAT’S UP?!? JASPER JUST TOLD ME THAT EMMETT KIDNAPPED YOU AND TOOK YOU BEAR HUNTING! Odd, though, he wasn’t thinking anything relating to fear or anxiety….In fact, he was singing ‘It’s a Small World’ in Scottish…..” Edward finally realized the truth. He sighed. “Nessie, did Alice tell you that you were playing hide-and-seek?”

“Yep.” Laughter could be heard from one of the upstairs bedrooms.

Edward sighed once more and rolled his eyes. “Next time, please think Daddy, I’m here when you know I’m worrying, ok? And by the way, when did you learn to sing ‘The Itsy-Bitsy Spider’ in Japanese in your head?”

“Auntie Alice and Uncle Jazzy taught me.”

“I see. Now then, if you don’t mind, I’m going to have a little chat with Aunty Alice and Uncle..…Jazzy. Excuse me, please.”

“Come on, Ness, let’s finish lunch.”

“Okay, Jacob!”

Upstairs, there was a loud BANG! And Edward shouted “MARY ALICE BRANDON CULLEN HOW DARE YOU KIDNAP MY DAUGHTER FOR A GAME OF HIDE-AND-SEEK?! AND JASPER WHITLOCK HALE, YOU TOLD ME EMMETT KIDNAPPED HER!!!”

Jacob laughed. “Kudos for scaring your dad, kiddo.”

Nessie giggled. “Thanks, Jake.”

Bella sighed, but smiled. “Ness…”

“Aunty Alice told me that if I kept quiet to play this prank on Daddy, she’d take me shopping tomorrow! But when I heard you guys shouting, I was afraid you’d be worried, so I came out.”

Jacob and Bella laughed, and then there was another CRASH from upstairs, even louder than before. Jasper screamed loudly, then they heard Esme running to Alice and Jasper’s room and shouting, “EDWARD ANTHONY MASEN CULLEN! HOW DARE YOU BREAK YOUR BROTHER’S CIVIL WAR BATTLEFIELD?!?!”

Then Edward could be heard saying, “Ow! But Esme, Alice and Jasper lied to me and said that Emmett kidnapped Renesmee. They practically gave me a heart attack, if I could have one.”

“What!?” Whap! Whap!

“OW! But Esme….”

“Alice, no shopping for a week. Jasper…no Civil War reenactments for a week. Are we clear?”

A faint, whispering sound came from upstairs, and Jacob, Renesmee, Emmett, and Bella realized it was Alice and Jasper sighing loudly. Alice attempted to protest. “But Esme, I promised Nessie I’d take her shopping tomorrow!”

“Then Rosalie will take her shopping. Now, Alice, your credit cards, please. And Jasper, your Confederate uniform, too. I needed to wash it anyway.”

“ESME……” they whined. Whap!

The inhabitants of the bottom floor, Renesmee, Bella, Jacob, and Emmett, all laughed.

“Hey Ness, wanna play hide-and-seek with us tomorrow?”

“Will anyone get in trouble?” Renesmee asked suspiciously.

“Nope. Real hide and seek. Not steal-your-niece-and-give-your-brother-a-heart-attack-hide-n-seek.”

“Okay! Sounds fun, Uncle Em. Where are we gonna play?”

Emmett smiled a devilish grin. “Grizzly territory.”

Breakdown

Written By:my-midnight-escape
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Breakdown

Rosalie sat at her vanity, absently running a brush through her beautiful golden hair. "God," she thought, "I'm gorgeous". She was mesmerized by her own beauty and found herself fascinating to watch. Except for her eyes, which still had not lost their shocking crimson color. She hated looking at her eyes, they made her feel revolting, but that would change with time. Other than that she was perfect.

The beginnings of a soft piano melody reached Rosalie, startling her from her thoughts. It reminded her that she wasn't alone. Edward was in the house and so was Esme, Carlisle was at work. Thinking of her family, especially Edward, just reminded her that she wasn't perfect. She wasn't good enough for Edward. Men used to think she was stunning, but Edward didn't want her the way other men had. He didn't call her beautiful or try to impress her. "Nobody wants me anymore. After all why would someone want damaged goods? It's no wonder he doesn't want me, I'm not even pure”, she thought savagely to herself. Why would Edward want someone that wasn't even a virgin? He wouldn't. She knew Royce was the reason Edward wouldn't even give her the time of day. Not that she wanted him that way, she couldn’t even think of men in that way anymore, but she still wanted to be loved., especially now that she felt so violated. She just wanted to know that someone loved her and looked at her like she was a goddess, just like men used to. The way she thought Royce once had. No. He hadn't loved her. He had just wanted her to be his trophy wife and sex doll. He had already used her like a doll, and let all of his friends, too. Oh god, no. "Don't think about it," she whispered to herself. But that was impossible. Memories were now flooding back to her, slightly hazy, like everything else in her human life, but these were vivid to her. The feel of each man moving in and out of her. Feeling her skin tear, her flesh bruise, and her bones break.

Rosalie was taking in sharp breaths, gasping for air that she didn't need. She made her way to the bed, practically doubled over with the pain of her memories, hands gripping and twisting the hair that she had just meticulously brushed. She collapsed on the bed with her back against the headboard and pulled her knees up to her chest. She sobbed and clutched a pillow to her face, attempting to stifle the noise. She knew it was pointless, she was in a house with two other vampires, there was no way they wouldn’t hear her. But still, she wanted to retain a shred of dignity and nurse her bleeding wounds in private.

Within moments Esme was knocking on her door. "Rosalie, darling, I'm coming in"
Rosalie couldn't compose herself enough to tell her not to bother, that she was fine. She wasn't okay in the slightest, but she didn't want the others to see her when she was so indisposed.

"Oh, Rose," Esme whispered as she rushed over to her. She climbed onto the bed, took Rose’s position and the head board and pulled Rose to her chest, hugging her from behind. "It's going to be okay. You're safe now, sweetie. Nobody can hurt you anymore". Rose clutched Esme's arms to her stomach tightly and leaned into Esme's chest, still gasping for breath, as Esme cradled her and rocked her back and forth like she was a child.

Rosalie's sobs were subsiding and turning into guttural whimpers. She recognized the truth in Esme's words; she was indestructible now, Royce couldn't hurt her anymore. On the contrary, if they were ever to meet again, she could hurt him. Not just him, but every single one of his friends too. She could kill them for what they did to her. She would kill them.

There was another knock on the door, interrupting Rose's thoughts. "Come in Edward", Esme spoke aloud for Rosalie's benefit. Rosalie didn't try to compose herself. What was the point? Edward would just read her mind. She rolled her eyes, as if her privacy wasn't already violated enough. Edward sighed at this, exasperated. "It's not something I try to do," he directed at Rosalie, "trust me, I'd be much happier if I didn't know about many of the things I hear, especially in your thoughts"
Rosalie rolled her eyes again.
"That's not why I came up here, though. I just wanted to tell you that you were wrong."
"Of course", Rose thought, that's the only thing he likes to tell me.
Edward smiled in response to this. "I do enjoy that"
"You'll have to be more specific, wrong about what, exactly?" Rose asked aloud. She wasn't going to encourage Edward to read her mind.
He scoffed at this, but continued, "You’re wrong about the way I look at you. I don't think you are damaged and dirty. It would be simply horrible of me to think of my sister that way." Edward gave a half hearted smile, turned to leave the room.
Esme nudged Rosalie, prompting her to speak. "Thank you Edward," Rosalie said as he closed the door.
Rosalie leaned back into Esme and Esme stroked her hair. "You're going to be fine dear" Rosalie smiled up at her and she knew that Esme was right. Not immediately, or even soon, but eventually, she would be alright. Her mind went back to her earlier thoughts of seeing Royce again.
After some minutes she asked "Esme, do you think you could help me pick out a wedding dress?"
"Of course, Rose, but why?"
"I'm going to kill Royce King.”

Esme closed her eyes and sighed. She had a feeling Rosalie would want her revenge, and who was she to tell her no? Those men had it coming, they were monsters. She leaned forward and whispered in Rosalie’s ear “we can go shopping tomorrow.”

This Aint a Fairytale

Written By:Poisonbelle
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I sat in math class listening to the teacher drone on about applications. I tuned her out and start doodling Jaspers name in my notebook surrounded by hearts, along with his name were the words “Mrs. Hale” and “Mrs. Jasper Hale,” not really thinking about it, well I mean I was thinking about Jasper, he is perfect! Honey blonde hair, topaz eyes, pale, tall, lean and all around wonderful. Plus he’s smart; I had history with him last year and when we covered the Civil War he basically taught the class. Gave me great dreams about student teacher sex.

I’m broken from my thoughts by someone snickering next to me. I look up in to the topaz eyes of Edward Cullen, Jasper’s adopted brother, shit. I snap my notebook close as I feel the heat rise in my face. I look back at the white board in hopes Edward will ignore me as always and not mention this, this incident to Jasper.

I feel the dread rise in me. I start to chew on my bottom lip. Oh god what if Edward tells him he’s going to think I’m a freak or a stalker or something. I sit up straight in my chair, OH GOD! Alice will slaughter me. Alice, his perfect, graceful, pixie like stunning beautiful girlfriend, she will rip me apart then eat the left overs! Okay maybe not eat the left overs that’s a little too much Hannibal Lector.

I hear more laughter next to me and I glance back at Edward, oh my god, he’s insane he’s laughing at nothing. Then again I’m rambling to my self in my own head. Interpersonal! Yay I used a word from speech class, happiness. Wait what was I ranting about? JASPER! EEP! I grab the table to keep from falling off my chair. I think my heart stopped…I’m a zombie rawr..rawr..I look back up to see Edward staring at me as if I grew another head. I wonder if anyone else gets the feeling he’s knows what they are thinking. I watch him raise an eyebrow at me. I blink at him and smile to myself oh why not…OH great and powerful Edward can you read my mind…blink twice if you can.

I continue staring at him and he locks eyes with me and blinks twice then smirks. HOLY CRAP I fall back out of my chair. “Ms. Rayvenz.” I flinch and look up at my math teacher. “Yes?”

“Would you kindly get off the floor and pay attention.”

“Yes sir.” I get up and sit back in my seat and try not to look at Edward. Oh holy shit he can read my mind, can he read everything, like the dream last night with Jasper licking and nibbling. NO bad, bad don’t think about that blank the mind blank the mind. Is it possible to blank ones mind? Is this damn class over yet? The bell rings much to my relief. “YES!” The class turns to look at me, “hehe hi?” I give a small wave and grab my things and run from the classroom.

Holy crap, holy crap, holy crap. Mind reader is here to attack you! I walk in to the cafeteria and look around. I spot Bella, Edwards girlfriend, must be hard to surprise him. The rest of the family was sitting with her as well. Jasper was holding Alice close, damn. Rose was looking at herself in a mirror and Emmett was talking to Bella.

I watch as Edward walks over to them and apparently says something to them cause as one they all turned and looked at me. Joy. Must they stare at me? I turn on my heel and rush out to my car and lock myself inside of it.

I put my seat down and close my eyes. My god he told him, I’m going to die there is no way around this. Oh shit what if they are all mind readers!

“I’m the only one.”

I scream and jump up hitting my head on the roof of the car. “ow” I rub the top of my head and look over at Edward who’s looking at me in amusement. “I wont tell anyone I promise! Just don’t kill me please!”

Edward cocks his head to the side, “Nikki I think you need to lay of the horror movies.” I duck my head and blush, “right.” I look pass Edward to see Jasper standing there. “I revoke the whole don’t kill me thing.” I look at Edward who smiles. “I didn’t tell him anything about that, I just said you knew I could read minds.” I sigh in relief, “although Nikki your notebook is open in the backseat.” I turn and see that it is and quickly dive for it and close hit. I look over at Jasper who’s looking at Edward in amusement. “Best hope Alice don’t find out.” Jasper says to me. Cold dread fills me even if his voice is as soft and sensual as dark chocolate. Mention his girlfriend is a total buzz kill. I swallow hard and look at Edward who is glaring at Jasper. “Right.” I mumble to myself as I pull my keys out and start the car. “Ditching?”

I smile at Edward, “must you ask, besides mind readers from Mars and girlfriends who are going to go Hannibal Lector on me is enough to say get out of school.” I back out of my spot and drive home.

No one is going to be home both my parents are married to their jobs and forget at times that they do have a child. I unlock the front door and walk up stairs and lay on my bed. Maybe it’s a good thing he knows, I know he will never return the feelings so I can move on with out ever looking back and whishing I did something about it. But then again now that he knows I could be tormented to ridicule and my high school life could be over, not that it was ever great to begin with.

“He wont ridicule you.”

I sit up and see Edward sitting across from my bed in my computer chair. “How? I mean I would of heard you? Wouldn’t I of?” I glance around my room to make sure he’s alone. “Jasper is still a southern gentleman at heart. He would never disgrace a woman like that. And no he is not here, he stayed at school.”

“Southern Gentleman? I thought your family is from Alaska.” I sit up and fold my legs under me. Why was he here? What did I matter?

“You know my secret that is why you matter. And your amusing. At least to me. No one else in the family cares for you, for the most part.”I try not to let the hurt show on my face, Jasper didn’t care. Joy. “So your going to start stalking me?” I ask him.

“Now that’s the pot calling the kettle black. No, I’m not stalking you; merely making sure my secrete stays safe. It wouldn’t do well to get on our bad side. You think Alice will go Hannibal Lector just wait and see what the full family can do.” He says coldly.

I sigh and fall back on my bed, wonderful I’m a dead woman walking. Do they have witness protection for this?

“Nope.”

“Please stay out of my head, look you know I wont tell anyone.” Not that I have any one to tell, I added to myself.

“Why is that?”

“Why is what? Why wont I tell, I have morals and just cause I know doesn’t mean everyone has to, its your secrete do with it as you please type of thing.” I shrug.

He smiles, “thanks but I was asking why is it you don’t have, uh, a group of friends to hang out with. Your always alone at school.”

“I don’t know, you can read their minds not me. What do they think of me?” Did I really want to know the answer to that question.

“Nothing, when you walk in to a room or really do anything no one notices, even today when you fell out of your seat in math-”

“Your fault by the way.” I say cutting him off.

“Yes my fault, I guess. Most of them thought you were a new student.”

I roll my eyes and glance around my room, its still white and pale pink with the toys and princess theme my mom gave it 11 years ago when we moved here. Wow I’m pathetic. Maybe I should redo my room, and give myself a new look.

“Blues and purples work for you.”

I look at Edward, “how and why would you know that?”

“I live with Alice remember, that woman knows more about clothing and shopping then Coco Chanel.”

“Who’s Coco Chanel?” I ask cocking my head to the side.

“Never let Alice or Rose hear you ask that, I think even Bella knows who she is by now.”

I look at the clock, “its 2:30 Bella is getting out of school, you should be there to meet up with her.”

Edward smiles, “right, I’ll see you tomorrow Nikki.” With that he jumped out my window. Ah the window that’s how he got in here. Next house I’m asking for the bedroom with the highest window instead of the ground floor.

The next day was like any other, there were no signs posted in the hallways declaring me a freak for dreaming to be with one of the untouchables. There were no dead flowers filling up my locker or anything like that.

“You have no faith in our creative ability.”

I turn and see Edward leaning up against the locker next to mine. “Oh God you did do something didn’t you?”

“We did nothing calm down.” He laughs and looks over to where his family is standing staring at us.

“You know if I was Bella I would be jealous because you are not standing with me but talking to some freaky girl. Go stand and be loveable with your girlfriend before rumors start that your cheating on her or something.”

“Yes oh mistress.” He laughs and walks over to Bella giving her a deep and long kiss. Yuck! I didn’t want to see it. I close my locker and go to walk to class when my path is blocked by Alice. Shit. “Um, greetings and salutations?” I look for some type of emotion but there is nothing.

“I don’t know what’s going on between you and Edward but it needs to stop. He has a girlfriend just like Jasper does. So back off.”

I take a step back, “I know you and Jasper are dating the whole fucking school knows my god I wasn’t going to try anything get over your self. As for Edward, I don’t even know what’s going on there, he’s the one the pops up everywhere I go, so don’t blame me for what your brother does!” I wince when I realized what I just said to her, damn my Irish temper it always comes out at the wrong time. The phrase I ate his liver with some fava beans and a nice chianti keeps running through my mind as I take steps back away from her. I watch as her eyes glaze over and she stops moving. Within seconds Jasper is next to her with his arms around her waist and whispering something in her ear. Its such a sweet jester that all the anger I had is gone, they are so perfect together, I hope Jasper and Alice understand that I will never ever break them up I would do anything in my power to stop that from happening, I want Jasper happy even at the cost of my own happiness, what can I say, I’m an aspiring cat lady. I grip my books closer to me and skitter around Jasper and Alice and rush off to my class paying no mind to Edward.

I walk in to Biology and see the frogs on the table to be dissected I pivot on my heel and head to the bathrooms and lock my self in the stall. I am against harming anything that has a soul even if its already dead, I don’t want frog spirits coming back and hunting me. I walk out of the stall and look at my reflection in the mirror. My mousy brown hair hung limply around my face and down to my shoulders; my face is the standard round face, I have blue eyes, nothing special about them. I’m pale, not as pale as Edward or Jasper just a pale peachy color. My body is average, I’m skinny do to my habit of not eating and skipping meals all together. My body was tiny, my hands were small and I only wore a size four shoe. If I think about it I’m pretty sure Alice is either the same height as me or we are off by an inch. Alice is more graceful though, she’s like an angel or a ballerina or something.

“You shouldn’t put your self down like that.”

I look up to see Edwards reflection in the mirror, “girls bathroom, you shouldn’t be in here.”

He walks up and stands behind me and locks eyes with me in the mirror, “no one will catch me,” he glances around as if deciding something, “Jasper can feel it you know.”

“Feel what?” I turn to look at him, leaning back against the sinks.

“Your emotions, he reads them and understands them. That’s his gift, like mine with reading minds. He knows you wont come between him and Alice. But he does know how deeply you feel for him, and he does feel bad about that. So don’t think down about yourself, don’t feel like your not good enough cause you are Nikki.”

I cant stop the tears the fill my eyes at his words, no one has ever said something like that to me, and I cant believe he said it, he hardly even knows me. My mind and body act on their own causing me to step up and throw my arms around Edwards neck hugging him close and crying softly into his sweater. I can feel ice radiating from his body, his skin is so cold under his clothing and just his body alone feels like a rock. He doesn’t hug me back which causes me to realize what I did. “Sorry.” I blush and stumble back away from him.

“Its okay.” He mumbles and looks away from me.

“Why don’t you put a coat on or something.” I say to him.

“What?” He looks at me with a confused look on his face.

“Your skin is cold as ice, put a coat on to warm up.”

I’m slightly offended when he starts to laugh at me, “fine freeze to death!” I cross my arms over my chest and pout.

“I’m already dead don’t think the cold is going to matter much.” He shakes his head still laughing.

“Dead?”

“I’m already going to get hell from my family for telling you not only about my secret but about Jaspers as well. So might as well clue you in on everything. I’m dead, we all are.”

“That is so not funny.” I walk back to the stall and grab my messenger bag.

Edward grabs my hand and spins me around to face him, “I don’t joke about life or death.” He places my hand over his heart.

“What are you doing?”

“Feel or what don’t you feel.”

I press my hand firmly to his chest and stay still for a few seconds. “I feel nothing.”

“You feel nothing, nothing at all.”

“Right.” I say looking at him in a clueless manner. He takes my hand and places it on my heart. “What do you feel now?”

“My heart beat.”

He is silent for a moment letting it sink into my brain. I have a heart beat, he doesn’t, he’s ice cold, pale, alluring. I look up at him. Vampire.

“She, could eat me couldn’t she?” I ask him referring to Alice.

“Yes she could, but she wouldn’t, she has never tasted a human.” He replies, still holding my arm firmly.

“How? I mean wouldn’t that kill her or something.” I ask him, I know I should be scared of him, I should be screaming, running anything, but I cant.

“Animals.”

“Oh no! That is so sad, those poor helpless animals, what did they ever do to you? Why hurt them huh?” I cry at him ripping my arm from his grasp.

“Would you rather us eat people?” He growls at me taking a step back.

“Yes the human race multiplies like rabbits and some people like rapist, killers, and what not deserve to be killed.” I look at him with wide eyes.

He looks at me surprised, “you are a human.”

“Yeah, and you already know what I think of myself.” I can feel the self hate fill me at the thought. Here I am in front of a vampire, an immortal creature. A gift of beauty, strength, intelligence, “and murder.” Edward whispers following my train of thought. Not wanting to fight with him I just nod. “I need to head to class.” I say to him after a pause of silence. He just nods and walks off with me following him. God I hope no one sees us coming out of there together. I see him smile. “Don’t you want the school to see you with me?”

“Cocky. No I don’t, you have a girlfriend and I don’t need another reason for you sister to want to kill me.” I say to him walking next to him towards the Math hall. “Ah you want to be seen coming out of the bathroom with Jasper.”

I feel the blood rush to my face and I slap him with my bio book. “Shut up!”

He laughs, “you don’t deny it though.”

“Edward?”

We both turn to the new voice. “Bella. I’m not stealing him. Don’t kill me please.” I say in a rush.

Edward looks at me then grabs Bella and pulls her to him. “She wont she still thinks to much like a human. Besides I thought you wanted all humans to die.”

Bella looks back and forth between us. “Bite me.” I snap at him without thinking. I look up after a silence. He looks at me and cocks his head from side to side. “No you want Jasper to bite you.” He remarks then him and Bella both start laughing. “Gah!” I turn and stomp towards the math hallway. Evil, vindictive, vampires. I’m rant not even paying attention to what’s going on around me and end up running in to a cold, solid, object. “Edward stop popping up in front of me.” I whine then I glance up I to the topaz eyes of Jasper. “Oh.” He smiles at me slightly. “Your angry.” Oh his voice is like dark chocolate running over my body my god how can one man be so hot, so perfect.

“I don’t want to hear that, Nikki.” Edward complains walking up behind me with a smiling Bella. “Then don’t listen.” I whisper not taking my eyes off Jasper.

“Cant help it. You know he is suppose to eat you not the other way around.” Edward says smiling at Jasper who looks offended.

I blush fiercely, “go eat a horse.” I snap at him finally looking away from Jasper.

Edward frowns, “but you yelled at me about eating animals you said I need more humans in my diet. Jasper its okay we’re joking around breath.”

I look back up at Jasper to see him glaring at Edward, “yes she knows Jasper.” I look back at Edward then back at Jasper. Who is giving me a dark look. “Oh sure blame the human as if I go up to people asking them if their mythical creatures…perhaps one day I’ll find a unicorn.” I see Jasper fight down a smile and happiness swells inside of me, hehe I got him to smile oh yeah one point to me! “What’s the score?” I smile over at Edward, Alice one thousand and me negative one hundred and ninety-nine. Edward groans and pulls Bella closer. “I’m so glad I can’t hear your thoughts sometimes, because if you think like she does it would drive me insane.”

Bella looks at me then to Edward, “what type of thoughts?”

“Something along the lines of self hatred.” Jasper says watching me with a calculated gaze. Bella smiles, “I had those.”

Edward looks alarmed. “When? Where was I? Who gave them to you? Don’t you ever think that!”

I smile at the worry and love he has for her, its so sweet.

“When you left Edward.” Edward doesn’t say anything to that just holds her

I leave them to their moment and look up at Jasper, who is looking at everywhere but the couple. “We missed class.” He looks down at me. “We should just skip the rest of the day then.” I look over to Edward and Bella who are whispering something I’m pretty sure I don’t want to hear. “Right.” I brush past Jasper and head for the doors.

I stop at my car and pop the trunk open and dump my messenger bag in side of it digging around for a book.

“You’re a messy person.” Jasper says from behind me.

I scream an jump smacking my head on the hood of the trunk. I rub the back of my head and turn to look at him, at least he has the decency to look sheepish. “I’m buying you and your brother a cow bell.” I turn and start digging my way back through my things. I know he’s still there which is making me self conscious, I wonder what its like to read peoples emotions and how does that help you. Well I guess it helps when you got some lowly human stalking you around school. I’m pathetic, “Ah book!” I pull out a thick book entitled Battle Cry of Freedom: The Civil War Era by James McPherson. I hold it to my chest and I turn and look back at him. “What?”

“You went from being self conscious to curious, to self hatred all in the span of a few minutes. It was amazing. What were you thinking about?”

I try not to jump around and squeal at the fact that he’s asking about me. I lean up against the trunk as I push down the lid sealing the trunk closed. “I was thinking about the Civil War.”

“The Civil War? Why would you be thinking about that?”

“Well we are only taught the Northern side of things and we barely touch on the South. And last year when you were talking about the South’s side of things it sounded interesting so I started looking into it.” I show him the book I’m reading and try to hold my embarrassment to myself. Great now he knows I hung on his every word during that class.

“Well its nice to know I got through to someone.” He laughs a bit and takes the book from me and looks at it. “Not a bad book, but there are better ones. I can lend a few to you if you’d like.”

I swallow thickly, “I would like that very much.” And I will cherish them and treat them as if they were the most precious thing in the world. I add silently to myself. “Is Alice going to be mad if you skip class?”

He smiles at me, “I’m a hundred and twenty-eight years old, I doubt the school is going to teach me anything I don’t already know.”

I stand there blinking at him stupidly, “128? Wow, hey you served in the Civil War.” I smile at this, he laughs, a deep laugh that would turn the strongest feminist to goop.

“Yes I was, I joined when I was seventeen, and I served as Major.”

“Where were you stationed at?”

“Different parts of Texas.”

I go to walk around to my car and get a half a step away from the car when I’m yanked back to it. I turn and see that I shut my shirt in the trunk. “Great.” I pull the keys out of my pocket and pop the trunk open and pull my shirt out and straighten it out then close the trunk again. I look up at Japer and blush at his amused look over the fact very few people could get the shirt they ware wearing stuck in the trunk.

I clear my throat, “so that’s what Edward meant when he said you were still a Southern Gentleman.” I say getting back to our topic at hand.

He hands me back my book and offers his arm to me, I loop mine with his as he starts to walk to the silver Volvo that Edward drives. “When did he tell you that?”

“In the girls bathroom.” I cant help but notice how graceful he is, its like he’s not even walking, more like floating. They float, floating vampires.

“Edward was in the girls bathroom?”

“Yeah that was amusing, that’s when I found out what you all are. Hi Edward.” I smile at him and Bella as we walk up to them.

“Talking about me?” Edward asks opening the door for Bella so she can get in the car.

“And your wonderful trip in the women’s bathroom.” Jasper says smiling at Edward.

“You told him!” Edward looks at me as if I just told everyone they drink blood.

“I wasn’t aware I wasn’t suppose to.”

“At least you didn’t tell Emmett.” I watch as he goes around to the drivers side and opens the door. Realizing they are leaving I pull out my car keys, damn there goes my time with Jasper, at least I was able to spend a few moments with him. Bella smiles at me from the passenger side and I wave to her, perhaps I made a friend out of this. I look back and forth between Edward and Jasper, apparently they are talking to each other. “Um, bye.” I wave to them, I don’t think they saw. I turn and head back to my car, I unlock the car door when I hear something jingle behind me. I turn and see Jasper standing behind me with keys in his hand. “Where you going?”

“Home?” Of course my answer sounds like a question, why is he asking.

“No your not, your coming with us.” He smiles and takes my keys and locks up my car. Oh shit they are going to eat me. Jasper takes my hand and I cant stop the dorky smile that shows up on my face and pulls me towards the car. He opens the door behind Bella’s seat and helps me in to the car. Then in a blink of and eye he’s already in his seat next to me. I look at him and blink a few times. “Must you do that.” I ask him. Both guys start to laugh as Bella turns in her seat and looks at me, “I know I hated it when they did that to me, now I can actually see them even when they move that fast.”

I laugh and smile, “I’m buying them a cow bell.”

“Ooo I like it.” She smiles at me and we both giggle as the guys just smile. I watch as the scenery passes by quite fast and with in seconds we are in front of a huge house, with a lot of windows. I open the car door and step out and look around.

“Beautiful isn’t it.” I turn and look at Bella and I nod my head, “wait till you see the inside.” With that she walks forward and takes Edward’s hand and walks into the house.

“Come on you get to meet Esme.” I give him a confused look. “Our mother, of sorts.”

“Did she change you?” I know it’s a personal question but I couldn’t help but ask. He turns and looks at me. “No the woman who changed me is no longer around, same for Alice the man who changed her was killed. Now Carlisle did change Edward, Rose, Emmett, and Esme.”

“Why is he the only one that changes people?”

“He’s the strongest and he’s the only one that can be around human blood without the beast coming out and killing the human.”“Oh, so its not like it is in movies or books.”He laughs and smiles down at me, “no its not like that at all. Come on Esme wants to meet you.” He takes my hand and pulls me into the house. The house is even more beautiful then the outside. Its very open, clean, and very bright. Jasper leads me to the living room where a lady who’s about 5’5 feet tall with shoulder length brown hair is hugging Bella. She is strikingly beautiful and for some reason I’m surprised. She turns to me and gives Jasper a confused look.

“She knows about us.”

“How? You didn’t kill anyone did you?” She asks him while walking towards us.

Jasper looks down at me, “I’m the weakest in the family apparently, I will at any moment slaughter every human in town.”

I nod my head, “well be glad you can’t catch anything, God knows what some of those girls have. Can I watch?”

“No you can not watch!” He snaps at me, “what in the hell is she thinking?” He looks over at Edward.

“Some erotic vampire novel she read once.” Edward says with a smile.

“Is it southern gentleman’s way to yell at a lady.”

“Girls now days are not ladies.” He sneers at me.

“I am to a lady!”

“With your perverted thoughts and feelings your are nothing but a harlot!”

I look towards my feet as I feel tears fall over the brims of my eyes, being called names isn’t a big deal unless your in love with the guy who does it.

“Nikki, I’m sorry I shouldn’t have said that.” Jasper says sadly, I feel his hand lightly run down my arm.

“You should of let me go home.” I look up to see Esme looking at me with concern, like a mother does. “Sorry, I’m Nikki, you have a lovely home, I’m sorry I couldn’t stay longer.” With that I turn and walk out of the house. I make my way down the driveway to the main road when I realize my car is still at the school. “Nikki wait!” Jasper shouts to me then in a flash he’s in front of me. “I’m so sorry darlin, I shouldn’t have said that, its not the way someone treats a lady.”“First off Jasper Hale, the harlot comment isn’t that big of a deal cause I know I’m a virgin and I’m damn proud of that.” I turn on my heel and storm away from him. How dare he just think a I’m sorry and using that ridicules sexy southern drawl is going to get me to be putty in his hands, well it did. But I was to angry to let the comment go. I end up walking all the way home, I didn’t know that the Cullen household was twenty miles on the outskirts of town. So it took me a little over four hours to get home, I’m a slow walker.

Once home I headed straight for my bedroom and locked the door behind me. Even though my parents didn’t really care what I did, I just wanted a barrier for sorts between us. I walked over to my closet and pulled out the guitar case from its back corner. I learned how to play when I was six years old, and now days I only played if I was upset. Much like now, after the first hour the anger disappeared and in came the hurt. I knew he still loved Alice I could see it in his eyes.

I sit on the edge of my bed and hold the guitar to me, Lexis. For some reason I found that a fitting name for my guitar, Lexis or as I call her Little Lex. I play a few chords and stare out the window. I take a deep breath and start to sing:

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holding on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should have known, I should have known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
I had so many dreams about you and me.
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.

I set the guitar on it’s stand and whip the tears from my face. I lay back on my bed and look up at the ceiling, god Monday is going to suck! Maybe it will be like Friday and no one will know, it was all just a really bad dream, with extremely good bits. Although now that I really look at it, he’ll be happier with Alice I mean. Well, his dream is come true, I will not like him no longer. I nod my head then turn and pull out all the notebooks that I had written his name in and I rip them up and take them down to the kitchen sink and set them on fire, out of sight out of mind.

As I walk back to my room, I stop and look at myself in the hall mirror; I cock my head from side to side, make over, defiantly. I walk to my room and grab a pair of scissors and head back to the mirror as I stand there I start to cut my hair; starting small with only a few inches to my neck. I put the scissors down and stair at myself, I run to my parents bathroom and grab my fathers electric razor and go back to my bathroom, I buzz cut the sides of my hair and comb the top of my hair and my bangs down so they are covering half my face and fall to my chin, I buzz cut the back of my hair giving me an emoish guy look. I jell it down and make sure it stays. I pull my shirt over my head and pull on a black tank top, and just keep my black jeans on. I grab my wallet and car keys and leave the house. I hop in the car and pull out of the drive way and head to Wal-Mart. First and foremost I need hair dye. I walk in to Wal-Mart ignoring the looks people were giving me and I walk to the section and grab red hair dye, not carrot top red a deep red, like Shirley Manson’s hair. I walk to the counter and buy it.

Tossing it into the passenger side of the car I drive to the thrift store and buy some more clothing then head home. I surf the internet looking for music then come across a new Garbage album and I play it while the dye sets in my hair. After an half an hour I walk in to my bathroom and rinse the dye from my hair and pat dry it so it says. I comb it down in front of my face then outline my eyes in black and smirk at myself. Wow I look weird. I laugh and walk back to my bedroom, only to find a pile of civil war books sitting on my bed. How dare he come here and drop those off after what he said to me.

I pull some clothes out of the shopping bags and throw them on, a black long sleeve top that stops right under my chest and is pretty tight, I pull on a pair of sheer white tights and a black and white checkered skirt with black lace at the trim that is layered in a way that shows a lot of one thigh. I then pull on a pair if thigh high black boots to complete the look. He’s not going to know what hit him. I collect the books and jump in my car and drive to the Cullen house hold.

I pull up and grab the books and walk to the door and knock on it. I wait for a few seconds then the door opens to reveal Edward, “hi.” He looks me up and down with shock written all over his face, “what did you do to yourself?”

“Is Jasper here?”

“Uh, yeah come in.” He holds the door open as I walk in to the living room and see a blonde man who couldn’t be more then 25, must be Dr. Cullen. I see Rose and Emmett look at me in shock as I stand there.

Edward blinks a few times then says in a regular talking voice, “Jasper, Nikki is here to see you.”

I watch him go over and set down then I turn to the stairs in time to see Jasper come running down the steps and stop a few feet from me, I watch in amusement as his jaw falls open and his eyes look at me up and down. “Nikki, I uh..what did you do?”

I smile at him and drop his books at his feet. “These are yours, I don’t want them. As for what I did I decided that since I’m a Harlot and all I should look the part.” I spin around giving him a good view of my outfit. “Do you like it Jasper?”

“I umm its…you should really put more clothes on.” He stammers out.

I step up to him and trail my finger down his neck and watch as his eyes lock with mine, “Just wait for the outfit I have planned for Monday. And stay out of my room, its creepy and illegal.”

I turn on my heel and smirk as I walk out of the house and to my car.

On the way back home I couldn’t help but laugh at the look on Jasper’s face when he saw what I was wearing and what I did to my hair, now I have to plan a drop dead gorgeous outfit for Monday. I pull up to my house and walk in not even saying hello to my parents who are in the den, to much to do so little time.

I lock my bedroom door and start laying out clothes I can use, I grab my laptop and I google for images to see if they offer any help. I paint my nails black while flipping through images and listening to the Helsinki Vampires, a band I am so in love with now. Finishing up my nails I look at the picture I found and walk over to my clothes, I’m pretty sure I can get something like that if I cut up and sew a few articles together. I go to the hall closet and pull down the sewing kit then head back to my room, I spent the rest of the night creating my outfit for Monday, best thing I ever did on a Saturday night. I spend Sunday looking up different styles to wear my new hair do but I didn’t like much so I’m just going to stick with it covering half my face.

Monday morning I wake up a couple hours before school and shower, shave, brush me teeth you know the regular morning routine. I dry off and walk to my room and pull on a pair of black lace bikini cut panties and a black lace bra with clear straps. I pull on a pair of fishnet tights then my new and improved skirt, which is a black denim skirt with leather lacing down the front and 3 adjustable leather buckle straps on the sides. A skull print is in the left bottom corner. It comes to my mid thigh so it is a bit short.

I grab my top and gently work it on, it’s a bit confusing but looks great; its magenta top is made with silk, it has a black lace insert along the bust line as well as down the center of the bodice. It also has 3/4 sleeves and a small puff at the shoulders. There is also a very delicate corset lacing down the center of the back with a small black satin ribbon laced through small silver grommets. The inner black camisole is removable and has a criss cross back.

I pull on my boots which I’m proud of they are knee high boots with a black satin ribbon corset-style lace up each side and a zipper on the inside of the leg to get them on and off. They have a five in a half inch heel which makes me feel tall. I outline my eyes in black eye liner and darken my lips with a dark red color. I grab my backpack and head out the door, only stumbling a few times cause of the heels.

I get to school and park my car and watch as the students talk and head towards the school. I bite the inside of my bottom lip and take a deep breath, you can do this Nikki, you can do this. I open my door and step out I smooth down my skirt and top and pull my bag to me. I lock up the car and raise my head high and start walking towards the school, I’m quite aware of all the people looking at me.

I pull my ipod from my bag and put the headphones on and play “London Town” by William Control, I just let you words wash over me;

Hate I would forever lie
I would fake all the timees
That you broke me down misery
Hate covered in broken glass
My skeleton bones will last
Far beyond flowers and dust
So where would I be?

Love the feeling I've lost control
Failing so beautiful
When you left me there misery
Hate blacken my artery
Harden my every fiber of grief stricken love
So where would I be?

Sadness in London Town
I walk the streets of Leicester Square
Sadness in my own heart sound
I walk till dawn the disappear

I find myself a seat in the commons and sit back and relax, I spot Jasper with his family by their normal table, with Alice hanging off of his arm. I watch his arm snake around your small waist bringing her closer to him. Knew he didn’t want me. I watch as Edward looks over at me and shake his head no. I look down at my ipod flipping though songs, “he has too.” I look at Edward, “you used human speed right?”

“Of course.” He smiles. “The school thinks he and Alice are together so they are going to continue to be together at school.”

“Why do I care?”

“You love him.”

“Love, lust, crushing, one of the same.” I sit back and look at him.

“I’m sure Jasper would disagree. You really shocked him when you showed up last night, shocked us all.”

I blush, “yeah wasn’t planed but I do like it.”

“It’s unique, Alice hates you.”

“I knew that.”

“More so now with your new look.”

I look at him confused. He smiles, “he looked at you like you were a slab of meat.” I blink a few times at him. “Sorry wrong choice of words. Jasper is not a man of many words but you shocked him and he loved everything about the way you looked, trust me I heard him. He couldn’t take his eyes off of you, if he wasn’t such a gentleman I’m sure he would of touched and held you close and not let you leave the room. In a lesser intensely he looked at Alice like that once, but since you he hasn’t. And she isn’t taking it very well.”

I nod, “I don’t blame her Edward, you know how I feel on the aspect of their relationship.”

“Their married.” We hear a crash from across the lunch room and see Jasper’s chair laying on the floor and him walking out of the lunch room. I look at Edward who is staring at Alice obviously having a conversation. I grab my bag and stalk out of the lunch room after Jasper.

“1912.”

I turn to see Jasper standing by the door, “What?”

“We got married in 1912. Technically Jasper Whitlock and Alice Whitlock are dead.”

“Whitlock?”

“My name, before it became Hale.”“I like Whitlock better.”

He smiles at me, “you look amazing today. Your really good and pulling off this, uh gothic look.”

I step closer to him. “Thank you, Jaz?”

“Yes?”

“How does it work if your married?”

“Jasper Whitlock is married Jasper Hale is not.”

“Its still the same person, and she loves you why would you thought that away for me?”

“Because I’m pulled to you, your blood sings to me. Your are my mate, you’re my singer.”

“Have the others met their singers?”

“Yes.” He walks away a bit and leans against a tree. “Bella is Edward’s singer, they met fell in love, married, had a child, then he changed her. Emmett had two singers.”“Wait you can knock up a girl?”

“Yes, that’s something we just learned.” He smirks at me.

“What happened to Emmett’s?”

His smirk disappears, “he killed them and drained them.”

I stare at my feet and swallow hard, “why don’t you do that?” I walk up to him and place my hands on his shoulders and press my body up against his. I tilt my head to the side exposing my throat to him. “It will get me out of your way, you and Alice could go on basking in your eternity together.” I feel him tense as his chest stops rising as he holds in his breath. He places his hands on my waist pulling me closer, I shiver as his ice cold lips press lightly to my neck. “You will willingly give your life up to satisfy my thirst?”

“Yes, are you willing to take it?” I close my eyes as his hands slide up and down my sides as his tongue darts out to taste my skin.

“Alice would be disappointed in me.”

“What if I wanted it?”

“She would still be disappointed.” He lets go of me and pushes me back away from him.

I nod my head in understanding. “Thank you Jasper.”

“For what?”

“Deciding.” I lean up and press a chaste kiss to his lips the walk away. I walk though the lunch doors and see Edward standing there waiting for me. “That took a lot of guts, he is the weakest one of us, he has fed off human blood, gorged himself on it. He could of gave in and killed you.” He growls at me and grabs my arms. “Are you insane?”

I look up at him and smile, “perhaps you should have more faith in your brother Edward. As for if I wanted him to, yes in a way I did. If he wanted me he would of, if he didn’t want me and wanted to stay with Alice they he would of cared what she thought, which he did. He chose. This can all be put behind us and move on with our lives, er, existence.”

He blinks at me a few times and lets go and nods his head. “Understood.”

I give him a small smile, “Goodbye Edward.” He gives me a confused glance. I give him a sad smile and think to him, since this is being put behind us you go back to Bella and your family I’ll just carry on with my life. I walk past him and head to my locker. I have to admit though without the Cullen family I would of never found confidence in myself, never of grown up and got a new look, would of never had my first kiss. I pull my books out of my locker and head to my next class. Life shall move on.